weekend again

hmmm..weekend again..
mornin attended the symposium half-way..
durin the tea break at 1045..decided to go to my new place..my mum was already there..
5 min after i reached, the city gas men came..took less than 5 min..settle everythin..(time to learn some cooking wen i'm free if nt bb gonna b sarcastic..keke)
then sis n bro-in-law came wif mac fillet o fish for me n rice for mum ..
then dad came frm back frm airport after sendin my cousin who's goin to migrate to shenzhen..
later the carpentry uncle n painter oso came to touch up the cupboard n the door...
time for lunch, sanmei n bf bought meefen over for mum dad n me..
so bb, i'm well looked after by my family..
haven decide wat to have for dinner..
mayb go out wif dad n mum later..

life w/o bb

life w/o bb is reali so ma fan..
if onli bb is here,
i dun have to ans my ID's call tellin me tat the painter, plumber and PUB gas ppl coming tmr btw 9 to 1pm..which coincide wif my attending of the phonetics symposium over at NIE..
then i have to ask my parents for help first (which they initially cldnt make it)..so i have to trouble bb's parents..make arrangements with auntie oredi..tellin her that i wld fetch her frm her place then to my place..
BUT then after reachin hme..my mum then told me she can make it liaoz..so she cld help me to go le..hmmm..wat shall i do? *dilemma* still, i made e call to tell auntie that my mum cld make it..
wld auntie tink tat i'm being erm..well i oso dunno hw to describe..(but in any case, i dun mean anythin..n i'm reali grateful to her for agreein to help me w/o considering)
mayb it's reali time for me to learn hw to handle such situations tactfully..
i've been tellin bb then i wld make go to have meals wif auntie n uncle for at least once a wk..but did not keep up to my promise.. n also
go to his place to keep auntie and uncle accompany..also fail to do so..noe bb must b quite xxx ... but deep in my heart, i do care for the both of them..
anyway..bb, onli if u r wif me NOW..then i wldnt face such a situation..it's somehow affecting me* *haiz*
any professional advices out there?

bb gonna fly to thailand for 2 wks

wooo..bb gonna fly off tonite to thailand for his exercise..gonna be away for 2 wks..gonna miss him soooooooo much..even thou i always say i can have more peace when he's nt ard..(but i dun mean it at all)bb noe rite..tis is e 2nd time bb n i gonna b separated..*sob sob*
already missing him...
take care bb :)