we're at the stage of complaining
it seems like bb n i have been complaining abt each other lately..kinda of like finding fault with each other, is this the next horrifying stage that a couple has to go thru, or issit juz us? i dun like the feeling at all. But things juz happen so naturally, u noe it's wrong, but still u let it happened. anything can juz trigger our arguments..even over the most trivial thing..
Thou after every complain, we forgive n forget. Think if this goes on, a relationship could just turn sour.
There seems to be a lack of 'honeymoon' thingy between us already..no wonder every couple enjoys the stage of honeymoon the most where sparks are flying everywhere
hmmm...let's c when's my most memorable moments with bb..guess it has to be our overseas trips..or maybe even lovelytwo first trip to Bangkok. It's the time when both of us cld let down our hair, leave behind our stressful life and relax..no quarrels, no complains..or shld i say wen both of us r feelin good?
but there r times that i reali need my own space, my own thinking time..my peace..a teacher's life is reali hectic, almost everyday my brain cells r thoroughly used up, mentally n physically drained..i noe an army officer's life is also stressful..but i noe i can nv understand your working life, likewise i doubt bb u can put yourself in my shoes as well..unless one been thru it..there r times tat i told myself nt to bring sch life back hme..i tried..i tried nt to mark stuff on weekends..so as to acc bb..didnt i?
well, a particular event lately that make me feel so envy is wen my close fren told me tat her bf proposed to her on their ninth anniversary..isnt that so sweet? a long nine years journey..mayb..bb n i still have a long way to go..
internet supposed to b ready
e singtel guy came todae wif e modem n he got everythin configure already BUT he said tat there's prob wif the telephone line..so gotta wait for another three working days..so gonna wait again..
aniwae..over the week, bb n i r rather busy wif our work..
been wantin to sit down n plan for our hols..
initial plan was to go japan,then tot of going australia, then korea, then nw mayb vietnam n cambodia..haven reali decided..
we didnt got the time to go to natas fair..
mayb tmr if possible..
*1st day of teacher's counsellor course*
1st day of the course was not so bad..
trainers were funny,
learnt new things,enhanced my knowledge, noe hw to tackle certain situations, well, basically things related to counselling child,
n most imptly, HF was there, met another coursemate, n nt forgetting my colleagues who were attending this course wif me. so it's reali the company that makes a difference..cant imagine havin to go thru a 9 to 5 course all by myself..luckily, hv these wonderful khakis..mornin break n tea break r provided, but y nt lunch..we gonna settle our own lunch, as it was drizzling, we decided to head down to great world city instead of walkin down to the 'tiams' along river valley stretch..
also, best thing abt the trainers were, they end on dot, 5 pm sharp, YEH!
cuz got tuition later, well i thot, my class was arranged to be at 6 p.m. so wen i reached there, the principal said it was 7 p.m. (
i wandered ard e place for abt 5 mins b4 she finally told me tat i came too early, n pls lor it was wen i ask her) I looked at her in disbelief..hw cld i b so blur, n waste my own precious time to go there early? ill-treating my growlin stomach, luckily my dad was still ard the vicinity, got him to send me back b4 sending me there again..thx dad! aniwae, later i did check wif the class, indeed we initially settled the make-up class to be 6 p.m. but later they were told tat it was 7 p.m. So? I shall call it a MISCOMMUNICATION then..well talking abt this make up class, u tink i wan it? No, juz because i'm goin away on tat sun, she herself didnt want to hv relief for my class, she made me do a make-up..erm well? wat does tis me?
aniwae, i startin to count down oredi..4 more lessons to go, n i'm going to say SAYONARA..i won't go back again!!!